Epiphany

It wouldn't do me any good to feel inferior to people I've met in IIUM.. Okay honestly, my classmates.

This feeling of inadequacy cripples. I don't have the guts to volunteer anything, much less ask questions to my lecturers. I feel dispirited, discouraged, small. I was raring to take on the world, but now I can't muster enough determination to revise what I've learned in class.

Shame on me. Admittedly, I used to have a stereotypical view on learning Law. Hafal Akta, etc? Urgh. Allow me to pull out my hair, strand by strand. But now I know better. It's interesting, and you feel as if you have solutions to all the problems that might arise in your world. No one can cheat you and get away with it. Wooohoooo!

In conclusion, comparison to other people is strictly forbidden, except for exam marks I suppose. Why judge myself in terms of other people? Why should I strive to meet their standards, when mine is just as good? Those are all rhetorical questions, because now I'm convinced of the answer.

(applause as the curtain falls, and I exit blogger.com to finish my homework)