Toilets

I'm not strong enough to resist. From this moment onwards I'll use capital letters when I feel like doing so. Kalau tak rasa cam nak guna, tak guna. Senang. Keseragaman be damned! No more will I be debating internally with myself on whether I should use capital letters atau tidak. Nak letak noktah atau tidak. Nak guna shortform atau tidak. Nak guna punctuations atau tidak. No more editing previous posts. Lantak la sama ke tak kan? Lantak la. Ape saya kesah. SAYA TAK KESAH. Hmm. I'm trying to convince myself here. Oh weeell. I guess my resolve will weaken (akan edit dan edit), but Aina, don't be too hard on yourself. Accept the fact that you're just too plain weird. And obsessive. Dammit.

Toilets. I generally like to clean everything, but TOILETS. I CAN'T STAND FILTHY TOILETS. When I was at camp at Hutan Lipur Ulu Bendul, the toilets are reeeeaaal dirty. I hate 'em. Dah la kena mandi sume dlm tu. And the sinks. Oh Lord. Kotor gile babi (pardon) PLUS ada serangga kecik-kecik yg dah mati. MY GOD. How can people even bear to look at the sinks? Masa tgh tunggu turn nak mandi tu, I was planning how I'd clean the toilets if I get the chance. First I'd spray the whole place down with the high-pressure spray thing and put on a suit yg mcm astronaut punye. At least tak kotor and kalau ada katak dia tak bole lompat masuk baju. Wuhuhu. Pastuh everything mcm biasa la. Scrub scrub scrub. Tenyeh tenyeh tenyeh.

Sebelum saya berhenti sekolah, saya nak gak cuci tandas SMK Seksyen 7. I don't care. They're hideous and dirty. And I hate the graffiti on the walls and blakang pintu. Bodoh. Nak lukis, lukis la atas kertas lukisan. Kalau nak pamer, stapler la kt papan kenyataan. Bengap. Kalau nak kutuk dak-dak lain pun gunala bahasa yg BETUL. Ini Bahasa Inggeris dia berterabur, nak tunjuk plak. Takde maruah ke? Benci gile. But I admit, lepas cuci, tak sampai satu hari mesti kotor balik. Ape nak jadi dgn gadis-gadis di SMK Seksyen 7?
DAH LA RAMAI SUKA BUANG SAMPAH MERATA-RATA. BUANG LA DALAM TONG YG DISEDIAKAN, BENGAAP. Tak sayang kt alam sekitar ke? Tak sayang kt bumi ke? Kalau bumi dah kotor tak boleh jadi habitat kita dah, ko nak duduk mane, haaah? Fikir la kawan-kawan.

Dah, saya dah meluahkan perasaan. Dah puas. *Exhale loudly (poyo)