Sometimes, Most of the time,

I want to blog in French so no one would have the slightest idea what the content is about, so no one would be able to understand. Well, except for French people. And French-speaking people. Exceptions aside, my knowledge of the French language is sadly limited to saying hello and goodbye, good mornings and good evenings and good nights, as well as introductions. What's the use of those ey? Except to sound highly obnoxious. But wait, don't I just love sounding obnoxious? That must take the back seat for now.

And I wish I could develop my own personal language, so that a monologue would not draw ears. There is some satisfaction to speaking your grievances out loud, you know. Like swearing. If someone pisses us off, doesn't it make us feel better if we say "Fuck off" right to his or her face and maybe show some middle finger? What's the use of swearing in your head eh? No use at all, I say. Swearing out loud is a therapy.

That said, it's not so nice to be so understood all the time. I don't like it. Makes me feel exposed. I don't like knowing smiles. Heh. I would much prefer to appear enigmatic and mysterious.. Oh well I can try I guess. I don't want to be read like an open book.

So much of this and that, and none of what I really want..

P.s. Sorry tak balas comments korang! Tak sempat, kena lipat baju skarang. >.< Maybe tonight.
P.s. Hope you guys had fun at Apez's birthday party! What did you guys eat? :-D Cereal? Huahua. Aquaria best tapi bosan. Lol.