Serenity..

Both brothers asleep. Much euphoria. Endorphins just coursing through my veins and arteries. And capillaries too, they are the site for exchange of many substances in our blood.

Gonna make up for the deficiency of posts, by MAKING THIS ONE EXTRA LONG. HHHHHHH. Let's hope Pumpkin will not awaken for at least an hour more, God willing.

1. I honestly feel that.. I am getting weirder and weirder every single day. Makin hari makin tah pape. Is it not so to you?
2. Much ado over... nothing. I rarely experience anything more than the occasional happiness, hunger, sleep deprivation (padahal 6-7 jam tido sehari), and the stupid fukin headaches.
3. Adam's biceps are becoming.. solid. No more jiggle jiggle. I was utterly traumatized by this revelation when he asked me to feel his arms 2 days ago. Now feelin' a little competitive.. Yeah, bajet nak exercise.
4. After moi internal debate of over a year, I have come to conclude that I am an introvert. I do not like to socialise with people with the exception of friends and classmates. I like to bug my classmates, especially fellow females.
5. Scholastic's essay competition, has come and gone. Every year I tell myself (and other people) that this will be the year, will come up with an essay and try. At least try. But no, zero nada kosong essay.
6. When I'm hungry, I cannot think. Hunger renders me incoherent. Makes me dizzy. I reckon this is a serious medical condition. So I don't feel at all guilty when I say cikgu saya nak pegi tandas but then I visit the canteen.
7. Adam is talking in his sleep.
8. Pumpkin is such a cutie, adorable, handsome, pretty. And charming to boot. I sound biased but every time my friends see him they're like, comelnyeee! Heeeeeee. Ajad comel.
9. Am thinking up ways to brighten up our class. The theme is blood and vampires. I insist.
10. Me up for a binge. I'm trying to subtly eat the last 4 slices of Adam's birthday cake by ambik sikit-sikit setiap kali bukak fridge, fingers crossed let's hope it works. And there's a piece of KFC chicken in the fridge waiting for me, in the fridge.
11. I'm not fussed if I put food in my mouth more than I should have. Remaja sedang membesar. Anyways, I need sugar or dizziness sets in.
12. I'm with her. I do wish sometimes that the ground will swallow you up.
13. Hahahahahahahahahahaha.
14. I feel itchy thinking about Blood Promise.
15. ADAM JUST TALKED TO ME AND I CAN'T UNDERSTAND A SINGLE WORD. WTF? Sleep-talker.
16. And because of him, Ajad's waking up. Thank you very much weirdo.

Adios.