Lists, I Love Lists.

1.People change. Maybe for the better, maybe for the worse, but really, you can't freeze a moment where everyone is as their best because TIME PASSES. Sigh.
2. I'm turning into a hermit. :-|
3. And a wet blanket.
4. I don't know if it's included in the process of growing up but sometimes I don't like it. I am unable to have fun like my friends do.
5. That said, I know I am lucky.
6. "With great power comes great responsibility", wait was that how Uncle Ben put it? Er OK. But where is my great power part?
7. Nobody loves me. :-(((((
8. Ignore number 7.
9. When I know I can do something, when I've tried and other people who I don't count as best friends applaud me, it's disheartening when the ones I do count as best friends doubt.
10. But at least they're being honest. Gotta love honesty.
11. Honesty is something I struggle with and my ego is the size of a Loch Ness monster..
12. I'm starting to think that maybe 10A1 in SPM is quite possible. Probable.
13. I wanted to take Literature in English as my 11th subject but it's too late now. Daddy this is your fault! :-((
14. Like euw.
15. Time passes. I'll be OK, sooner or later.
16. Shana, my credit dah habis. RM0.00. Give me the details woman! I'm trying to cash in on my Hotlink points. Will reply ASAP.
17. Fatimah, thank you for lending me your iPod. I love you. :-|
18. Responsibility.. I dunno lah. My shoulders feel heavy, like they're burdened with something, but there's no Ju On on them, you know? More of a figurative thing.
19. Shit! Now I'm imagining Ju On on my shoulders. Shit!