Oh My.

Hahaha really Shana and Ekha I'm blushing my head off. SPM a few months away and still,.. Penilaian? I was doubtful when I typed "Penilaian", iye lah, Penilaian apa kan? Rupa-rupanya "Pelajaran". Hahaha malu, malu. Repent Aina, repent! Hahaha. How can I face you people after this? Malunya.

I know I swore to stop editting this blog's formats templates et cetera, but,.. Okay let's just say permission granted for strangulation and kidnapping if you ever detect changes to the blog's layout.

Third week of school and I'm coping. Coping. Not flourishing! As Datin Hajah Mahidah so analogically put it, "We're on Gear 7, people!". Darn right she was. Everything was 'siapkan ni!, siapkan tu!" I was feeling quite suicidal by the end of the first week and was a little smug that I didn't sleep in class at all. Hah! Then I broke new year's resolution in Add Maths and Bahasa Malaysia (it is Malaysia now, is it?) classes by the second week. As a result I am clueless as to what I should do with Arithmetic Progression but really I should be able to catch up because everybody says it is relatively easy but,.. Arrghh. There's no Ayie for me at school and I'm pretty much devastated, last year was time and time again spent with him at every chance we've got and now? I have too much free time at school. :'-(

I'm still scared shitless by Puan Rohana and is eternally grateful to my quick thinking of choosing the farthest spot in class to reside. But I think.. I think she likes me now! O Breathless joy. Am not scared of Datin, she hit me with a book yesterday for work not done, but all with good humour. I said "Thank you" when she handed the book back to me but she thought the Thank You was for the hit on the back. I'm afraid I've encouraged her.

Recess hours I spend by staring off into space and defending my precious food from the jaws of the piranhas (I suppose I could call them friends) and barking a laugh or two at someone's jokes. I AM EMPTY.

Oh before I forget, the only consolation to this school year is that the class 5 Science 1 resides in is gorgeous. Gorgeous. Suci because we painted it white last Saturday. And it's located farrrr away from the prying eyes of our teachers, kelas paling hujung, dekat dengan gate sekolah, with an almost shining path to the canteen. Yeah baby, my only consolation. Can indulge my expanding belly with greasy food at all hours, undetected. Gile otai.

Puan Rohana's homeworks calling, adieu.
I haven't blogged for so long, I forgot how therapeutic it can be.